Day - 950

Thursday, May 20, 2021

Racquetball this morning. Slow and uncoordinated, but glad we're back playing. 

Sluggish all day. Hmm. And with so much to do, too. Tough to get things going today.

Family Zoom tonight, which was fun.

I listened to an interesting debate today on whether anti-racism is just as harmful as racism. What? Interesting discussion. John McWhorter was on Bill Maher recently. He's an articulate critic of anti-racist doctrine, which he believes is a kind of new woke religion that is doing more harm than good. He does not like such books as Robin DiAngelo's White Fragility.


Day - 951

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

6 a.m. at Glenn's house for our first meeting face-to-face post-vaccine. So nice to see everyone in one room. We went for a walk after talking for an hour. At 8 I went to Trader Joe's for food, then hit the ground running at work...a busy day. 

Started watching Underground Railroad on Amazon Prime. So far, excellent!


Day - 952

Tuesday, May 18, 2021

I did make racquetball today, amazingly. This was my first day back on the court with other players since February, 2020 at our doubles tournament. I was slow, uncoordinated, tired, and for every good shot I made, I hit a dozen or so losers. It was just awful. But it felt good to be back!


Day - 953

Monday, May 17, 2021

Final day in AZ. Flying home tonight. Worked today and at 5 we headed out for dinner at Native Grill & Wings.

Flight was packed and uncomfortable. The ride home from OAK took too long. It's tough getting an Uber late at night, I've discovered. Didn't get home until past midnight and didn't fall asleep until 2. Racquetball tomorrow morning at 6. May not make it.

Day - 954

Sunday, May 16, 2021


It was a new day in cribbage land. My cards were on and Kevin was having trouble keeping it together. Yum to these donuts at Alien Donuts. Breakfast of champions!



I can see a weekend stay at the AZ Biltmore next summer. Very nice! Love the Art Deco details.

Fun times in Scottsdale. Kevin drove me back to Mom's and stayed the night again. We had burgers (Kevin had a salad) and watched Woman in the Window. Well made, well acted, and was hoping for a proper ending. Nope. The ending was a disaster, and because of this, the film felt like a disaster. It didn't know what it wanted to be. Apparently, it was in limbo for a few years. Thumbs down.


Day - 955

Saturday, May 15, 2021


We played 9 hours of poker today at Talking Stick, two sessions total at $1/3 $300 NL and $4/8 Limit. I ended up down $40 for the day, mainly from limit. Dead cards and playing 7-handed is tough with the blinds coming around so quickly. But it was fun to get back into it and play a few hands. We had dinner at Barrio Queen. Very good!  

Stayed at the Marriot Courtyard. Came home around midnight and I was out the moment my head hit the pillow.

Day - 956

Friday, May 14, 2021

Kevin arrived at Mom's around 3. We're heading to Scottsdale tomorrow. We had a scrumptious dinner (steak, baked potato, corn on the cob, salad, though no meat for Kevin) outside just before the sun went down. Cribbage was brutal for me...tough cards and the deck was hitting Kevin with every cut, every hand dealt. It was just ugly. Tomorrow can only be better!


 

Day - 957

Thursday, May 13, 2021

My days in AZ are coming to a close. What a wonderful stay. Kevin arrives tomorrow. I was able to finish up all the work I had these past three day. Off tomorrow. 

We had our post-Michelle Silverthorn homework discussion today. Same number in attendance that attended the presentation discussion. This has turned more into a niche group than a firm-wide conversation about race. The task force initially set up last June has sort of fizzled into a non-entity. Going back to the equilibrium of race is inevitable I guess. I did enjoy the reading materials, including Layla Saad's book "Me and White Supremacy."



Day - 958

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

My Facebook rant re Liz Cheney:

A competitor who cannot acknowledge defeat but instead perpetrates the shameful Big Lie that victory was stolen from him is no competitor at all. Such behavior is the epitome of poor sportsmanship and dishonor. Followers of such a shameless competitor elicit even less respect. I'm no fan of Liz Cheney's political views, but I admire her courage, integrity, and basic common decency in standing up for what is right and obvious and necessary from adult competitors who are grounded in reality. I will not forget today's purge by minority leader and chief cowardly bootlicker Kevin McCarthy and his Grand Old Party of contemptible Machiavellian sycophants. Rep. Elise Stefanik is an apt and fitting replacement. While the GOP jumped the orange shark some time ago, today represents a new low that actually renders Republican politics, policies, positions and party affiliations irrelevant. This is what tyrants and deranged sociopaths are able to achieve, a complete unraveling of the rules of order and engagement. In calculating his best chances at holding onto and perhaps increasing power, Kevin McCarthy has cast his fate with the greatest political poor sport in American history. He has forgone truth, rules and outcomes. May history give Kevin McCarthy and his fealty to such a pathological poor sport the shame and dishonor he and his sorry cabal of Trump loyalists deserve. Truly astonishing, remarkable, and profoundly embarrassing what the so-called Grand Old Party has come to.


Day - 959

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

Back at work in AZ. A quiet day except for the last two hours of the afternoon, when I was bombarded. We went to the nearly Harrah's casino for dinner. It's nice with lots of slot machines for people who like slots. No poker, however, which is too bad. Slot machines have evolved in the last ten years. They're more colorful, like video games with comfortable reclining chairs. I will never understand slots.



Day - 960

Monday, May 10, 2021

Up bright and early and on the road by 7:15 for Mom's 8 o'clock appointment at Dignity Heath to remove a couple of benign polyps. We arrived at 8 and her procedure was at 10. I went downstairs to the cafe and had a latte and scone while catching up on writing and reading two chapters from one of my poker books. The procedure went according to plan and Mom was released at 12:45. We drove home and Mom slept a few hours before dinner. I know she's relieved to have that behind her. 

We watched Greyhound after dinner: good, solid, escapist Tom Hanks fare. 


Day - 961

Sunday, May 9, 2021



What a wonderful treat spending Mother's Day with my mom. The flowers I ordered for her arrived yesterday while she was running errands, so I put them on the kitchen counter this morning before she was up, along with a cute collection of neat little spice bowls from Urban Indigo. Her surprise and happiness set the tone for the day! We hung out at the house, played a little crib (the cribbage Gods were not nice to Mom on Mother's Day...how horrible of them!), snacked, ate a wonderful dinner ( I baked banana break and made my yummy chicken stew), watched a few episodes of Schitt's Creek, and basically kept her occupied and distracted from tomorrow's minor surgical procedure at Dignity Health. I can tell Mom's worried about it, but I know everything will go just fine.

Day - 962

Saturday, May 8, 2021

Enjoyed a fun neighborhood party in the evening with mom and her community friends. Met Nicole and Ken, hosts Jay and Mary Lee, daughter Amy, Barb, Anga from Denmark, and many other guests.


Day - 963

 Friday, May 7, 2021

Spent the morning adding the Amazon Fire Stick to mom's big screen and watch Mank after dinner. Excellent film. My kind of movie. I loved everything about it, all the inside stories of Hearst and the stars. I guess some people found it boring and slow. I didn't. Gary Oldman is amazing as Herman Mankiewicz. 


Day - 964

Thursday, May 6, 2021

We visited San Tan Village and had lunch at Brio Tuscan Grille. I had pasta and wedge salad. Mom had a wedge salad and thick bread sticks. Very good! 

We went to Best Buy afterward to look at laptops and printers for mom for her Sho Lo place. Came home at 3 and played cribbage, had a leisurely dinner, then had our Zoom call at 7 in perfect summer weather. A wonderful AZ day!

Day - 965

Wednesday, May 5, 2021

Up at 4:30 for my early morning flight to PHX, but first I was able to catch 30 minutes of our Wednesday morning meeting with the guys. Great conversation...I was sorry to miss the second half. Arrived at Oakland Int'l an hour early. I had a latte and muffin before boarding my flight. Boarding took much longer than usual because of a system-wide computer glitch. An hour later, we took off and I arrived in Phoenix at 11:30. Took an Uber with Warren, super nice retired cop from Chicago...engaging conversation. An hour later I was at mom's. I love coming here! It's so relaxing and comfortable, and I do enjoy the under 100 degree weather (but nothing over 105, please!).

We hung out, played cribbage, had a nice dinner and watched a few episodes of season 1 of Schitt's Creek. Mom's been wanting me to watch this series for years, so here I go, joining the SC crowd. Funny stuff!


Day - 966

Tuesday, May 4, 2021

Spend the day packing, wrapping things up at work. Leaving for AZ tomorrow.


Day - 967

Monday, May 3, 2021

I had a conversation with a coworker about THEM and the reasons why Emery was demoted at work. She wanted the reason why to be something other than race. To me, the reason was exclusively race-related. That's what the show is about, so why would there be any reason why Emery was demoted aside from race? She would not accept that, so I ended the conversation. This is someone who is also fond of saying "all lives matter" in response to Black Lives Matter. I'm thinking about an appropriate response to this. 


Day - 968

Sunday, May 2, 2021

Took care of a few things in the morning, then played bridge in the afternoon with Kevin and watched 60 Minutes in the evening with Alice. My energy is back.

Enjoyed another wonderful latte at Henry's. This may be the best coffee place ever.



Day - 969

Saturday, May 1, 2021

We had lunch at Grand Harbor Restaurant with James and Gary, Austin and Hannah. I sat next to Gary, who is no longer affilitated with the San Francisco Conservatory of Music. I guess the school took a much stronger stand on the Black Lives Matter movement than Gary was comfortable with, so he removed himself from the Board in protest. That's a big deal, as the school was so much a part of Gary's life. I listened to Gary talk pretty much endlessly about the sorry state of the world, the over-reaction of the COVID pandemic, the outrage of the BLM movement and critical race theory infecting our way of life. It was essentially all the Fox News talking points compressed into a stream-of-consciousness rant over dim sum and pork buns. Wow. Gary did not sound well at all. I think the loss of the connection to the school is a serious blow. I'm sorry he's no longer on the Board. White people engaging in conversations about race bring out the best and the worst in us. I just listened to what Gary had to say. I didn't say a word and challenge anything. It wasn't my lunch and wasn't my place to make waves. But waves I could have made. Gary is a very accomplished and amazing person, but the things he was saying sounded crazy to me. Just crazy! History is very clear on the degree of black violence and supression throughour our history. Very clear. But I wasn't about to get into that today. The man is hurting, and consoling himself by venting. 

The rest of the day we hung out at home and relaxed.

Day - 970

 Friday, April 30, 2021

Still tired with little energy, surprisingly. Work was steady but I rested between jobs. 



Day - 971

Thursday, April 29, 2021

Still tired, though not as sore. I'm continuing to watch THEM. Okay, episode 5 is something I'll never forget. Just, wow! What a series. Painful and disturbing, but necessary to watch.



Day - 972

Wednesday, April 28, 2021

Worked today but was out-of-commision because of the shot. I just watched TV on the couch and slept.

Hadn't watched a TV show in a while, so began THEM. Wow!



Day - 973

Tuesday, April 27, 2021

Received my second COVID shot today at 12:30 p.m. at Kaiser Martinez. No problems, no line. Had Panda Express for lunch, then came home and relaxed the rest of the day



Day - 974

Monday, April 26, 2021

Another busy Monday at work. Monday meeting was eventful. Tomorrow I get my COVID vaccine, second shot. Nice!


Day - 975

Sunday, April 25, 2021

Spent the day indoors. Still cold outside. I hadn't seen a single Best Nominated Film, so perhaps I was destined to find tonight's Oscars boring. I watched from beginning to end, but honestly...one major yawn with speeches that went on way too long. I'll see Nomadland with mom in AZ.


Day - 976

Saturday, April 24, 2021

Dorian's mother's funeral service was today. He sent me a picture of the casket spray the racquetball guys got the service. Beautiful.


Still cold in SF, too cold to bicycle. 

Day - 977

Friday, April 23, 2021

Busy at work. Studied poker hands afterward.



Day - 978

Thursday, April 22, 2021

No email sent yet from work on the Michelle Silverthorn presentation we're re-watching, then discussing next week. Hmm. Second Covid shot on Tuesday. Had another fun Zoom meeting tonight. I'm enjoying them.

Enjoyed watching this:

Day - 979

Wednesday, April 21, 2021

Bridge with Kevin tonight for an hour or so. Need to study my bidding more.


Day - 980

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

The verdict was a relief. We all saw what we saw, and the prosecution presented its case in a way that reflected the truth. The jurors responded appropriately to that truth. Truth, justice and the American way. Words to live by. I would add one more word to this catch-phrase. Truth, justice, empathy and the American way. If we carry on with these principles, we'll be all right.



Day - 981

Monday, April 19, 2021

Game theory is pretty cool. If I play a three-card game with another person in which we're dealt an Ace, King or Queen, I will always bet with the Ace, check with the King, and bet with the Queen 1/4 of the time to create an equilibrium that my opponent cannot exploit. If my opponent folds too much, I can bet more with my Queen. If he never folds, I can always fold my Queen. When betting with the polarized range (the Ace or Queen, the nuts or nothing), I increase my expected value because I can bet with the Queen 1/4 the time. With the condensed range, the King, I lose EV. Fascinating. 

Day - 982

Sunday, April 18, 2021

A day of hanging out in the back yard and reading. We split our first strawberry of the season from the garden!


Day - 983

Saturday, April 17, 2021

We went to Half Moon Bay and checked out the fish and crab boats.



Afterward, we had a delicious seafood basket along the pier at Ketch Joanne Harbor Bar. We ate outside on a cloudy, breezy day, sharing a beer. The basket of goodies was so yum!


Day - 984

 Friday, April 16, 2021

Still following the markets and wondering when the shoe drops. Tomorrow? Next year? Next decade? I enjoy watching these videos that feature experts who sense something ugly looming on the horizon.



Day - 985

Thursday, April 15, 2021

Another extremely busy day, but I was able to finish most of what I needed to do.



Day - 986

 Wednesday, April 14, 2021

Today was so busy. I had two large jobs that came in, so I pretty much worked on them all day long.



Day - 987

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

Reading about inflation, how it works and what's in store for us down the road. The markest continue to climb, but with valuations off the charts, it's hard to know what to do. Who wants to buy anything that's overpriced by an order of magnitude? Lots of bubbles everywhere.

Steve Schmidt returned to the Lincoln Project tonight and was on a role. Love this guy and the on-point messaging that we'll need from the Lincoln Project to hold off the authoritarians who'll stop at nothing to keep their power. 


Day - 988

Monday, April 12, 2021

Kind of cold today, too gray to hang outside at lunch. Work was steady. Glenn, Jamil, Lee, Adam and I met at 5 to talk about a possible name change of our Wed morning group. I like Monster Elders of Oakland. Alice painted a second coat on half the fench and was very sore in the evening. She went right to bed after dinner.

I completely agree with the comments here. These videos won't stop. With 12 generations of slavery, 5 generations of Jim Crow, and 3 generations of Civil Rights Laws mixed in with mass incarceration and the stained presidency of Trump, I really don't see America getting its act together anytime soon. Removing the Caste System in America is too tied to who America is. Sad but true. The tone of voice of the police officer speaking to the lietenant is the voice of contempt and power in America.

Day - 989

Sunday, April 11, 2021

My favorite brain activities are bridge and poker. I play/practice each game an hour or so every day to keep my mind going. It's like exercise. Bridge is great for problem-solving, language, and figuring out puzzles. Poker is good for calculating numbers, estimating percentages, and maintaining emotional balance. I have my gym for physical exercise and cards for mental exercise. I subscribed to Jonathan Little's PokerCoaching website, which is full of webinars, tests, tools, etc. He's put together such a fabulous product with top pros that I can learn much from. It's extensive and fantastic! It's wonderful to see the game evolve so nicely.




Day - 990

Saturday, April 10, 2021

Went to Hobby Lobby and Home Depot, Alice's favorite stores, for gardening ideas. Panda Express for lunch, then home to do our thing. We had yellowtail sashimi and Korean short ribs for dinner. Delish!

Hung out in the back yard for an hour. So nice. Read the Wall Street Journal and the Atlantic. 



Day - 991

Friday, April 9, 2021

Thoughts are on the new normal when more of Oakland and San Fran open up. How many days will I go into the office once the office opens? Will I ever go back to the office? Will dining out be something we do once or twice a month, or more often? When will I go to the Grand Lake Theater? When will the theater open? It's coming, the new normal, but when it arrives, it will be quite different from life pre-Covid. 

Watched another excellent financial discussion on Peak Prosperity with Bethany McLean of Enron fame (The Smartest Guys in the Room). She's right...whatever triggers the inevitable market bust will be something we won't anticipate. The Buffet indicator is at 200% of GDP, the highest ever. Wow.    



Day - 992

Thursday, April 8, 2021

Reading more chapters of Play Optimal Poker. All fascinating stuff. There's some real power behind the strategies of this game.  More bluffing is what I will need to work on. If I'm not bluffing enough, I'm not getting called enough on my strong nut hands. If my opps don't know if my strong bets mean strong hands or bluffs, that will play in my favor. Game theory is cool. I bet these strategies work in other areas of life. I'm curious to find out. I see connects between poker and race in America. Both deal with creating an edge, exploitative behaviors, exploiting situations, and navigating uncertain variables. The use distinct language that capture similar ideas and concepts. There's a moral framework governing race in America, whereas poker's framework is strategic, mathematical, situational. There's no morally whatsoever governing poker. And yet both engage in leverage to seek out what is wanted (more chips, winning the pot, increasing our overal expected value). I don't think anyone has combined these two subjects together before, and yet both have a long history in America. Poker is America's card game, but it's currently illegal to play in many states. This makes no sense and came about indirectly in an underhanded and illogical manner. As poker has evolved, the skill factor has increased exponentially. And these strategies are so powerful they can apply to other areas in life with great success. Poker has a somewhat negative connotation as a game of chance that can potentially lead to ruin. This is actually true for some people who enjoy the emotional thrill that poker creates. The rush of winning a big pot is intoxicating. But for students of the game who put in time to understand the inner workings of poker's math and game theory strategies, poker represents an opportunity for better thinking, better decision-making, and a bigger, beefier bank roll. All the concepts woven into poker (logical thinking, calculations, odds, insights, paying attention, bankroll management, managing emotions, being observant) are skills that translate nicely in the real world. I haven't looked into the language used in support of legalizing online poker, but I will. The langauge may need to be updated, just as poker itself has updated itself into a game worthy of great respect, challenge, difficulty and skill.   

 

Enjoyed our regular evening Petty Zoom session tonight. Lots of fun chatting with uncles and cousins. We had a good post-script convo that I missed last week about religion.  Always fun 

Day - 993

Wednesday, April 7, 2021  

Work was quiet, so I took it easy most of the day. My arm was sore, but aside from lacking energy, I felt fine. Went to the gym at 6. Read a few articles, 

Listened to, of all things, Michael Cohen's podcast with guest Anand Giridharada‪s. Anand is so sharp and articulate. Really good stuff.

Also watched a great old Legends program of Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young. 



Day - 994

Tuesday, April 6, 2021


One shot down, one to go. Got my first Covid shot through Kaiser Martinez this afternoon. Easy, organized, in and out. Second shot April 27, then it's domestic travel visiting family and friends for the rest of the summer! Love it!

Day - 995

Monday, April 5, 2021

Ouch! After an amazing, incredible semi-final Gonzaga game, the Zags got spanked hard by an all-around better team. It wasn't even close, ever. Gonzaga was out of their element, making mistakes, not focused, and perhaps a little dazed and flat-footed by the Baylor Bears, who played lights out from start to finish. I watched up until the final five minutes of second half play, then moved on to other things. Hard to see an undefeated season end on such a sour note, but that's the way it goes in the sports world. It's so tough coming back into focus after such an emotional win. But that's what championship teams do. Baylor, though, was ready to pounce. And pounce they did.


Day - 996

Sunday, April 4, 2021 

Still cloudy and cold, so we stayed home on this quiet, peaceful Easter Sunday. I read Play Optimal Poker chapter 2 and it's pretty mindblowing how powerful these Game Theory Optimal plays are. It makes a lot of sense after figuring out what all the terms mean (equilibrium, polarlized range, condensed range, mixed strategies). I want to try these out on the felt! What a layered, complex, amazing game!

Also, listened to another great podcast on Peak Prosperity with Adam Taggert. This week's guest is Wolf Richter, who has an excellent blog and web page. The bubble will pop at some point, but when?  


Day - 997

Saturday, April 3, 2021


Well, it was a game for the ages, one of the best college basketball games I've ever watched, Gonzaga v. UCLA in the Final Four semi-final match. Gonzaga with its perfect record against an 11 seed. Truly amazing with one of the most exciting finishes ever. Epic! Uncle Leo was so happy!


Day - 998

Friday, April 2, 2021


I think we've all known for a while now that there's something really wrong with this guy. He's like an immature sociopath who really misses the social nuances of high school. He thinks he's all that in every way, utterly blinded by the odious residue he leaves behind. The writing is not right behind his eyes. You can just tell with this character.

Well, no surprise here, his number is about to get called. He's in hot water and we'll see if Daddy Gaetz can rescue sonny boy from another fine mess he's gotten himself into. What I'm appreciating are all the GOP teammates doing what they can to throw this marsupial under the bus. Very satisfying for such an uncious creep.

Day - 999

Thursday, April 1, 2021

Oh my, this is an excellent PBS documentary: The Blinding of Isaac Woodard.

I learned so much from it. I didn't know this incident, and Harry Truman's involvement in the case, really launched the Civil Rights movement in America. Fascinating and another riveting example of the long legacy of Jim Crow and oppression in America.